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I don't want to leave. Not now. I have reached so far to get to where i am. And now i'm afraid i have to leave.
It's not sure where i'm going... or if i'm going at all.
But i'm so afraid, so terified. What will happen if i leave? Will people miss me ?? Or will they just say " oh shes not here anymore. thats surprising.", and forget all about me after that.
I love this place, every little thing about it. When it rains, when the sun shines, especialy when it snows.
And the town, the forest, the people. My friends, my school... everything !
but will all that miss me ?? I'm so afraid that everything will forget me.
Why am i so afraid of leaving something that might not even miss me ??
I just want to make the best of it while i'm here, so nobody will forget me, so nothing can hurt me when i leave.
All though It will be the bigest pain of them all, to leave...

i love everything about this place.